6.07 / London Calling

Two Poems

Bird/Cage

My sister has flat eyes.

I cannot see behind her irises, but they spin like thaumatropes. (One side flashes cages, the other side brown birds with soft wings.)

Stretched out in the sun upon the kerb, heads bent down into apostrophes, we used to watch our legs for bruises, collected them like polka dots.

Once, she gave a jewellery party and wouldn’t take the money offered by our parents’ friends.

Twists of string she cut up with safety scissors and threaded tight with glass beads the colours of our garden, then hung from the branches of the trees along our street.

When she first met the ocean, my sister tried to outrace every wave. I was jealous of the way the water moved in faithful eagerness beside her feet.

My father held her back until she cried between the bannisters; I sat behind my door cross-legged, back straight up against the panels.

After dinner, she traced over all the creases of her face with mother’s peach lipstick and told me she was beautiful.

My sister’s eyes are flat as coins on the faces of dead men.

We catch each other laughing in the grass, and watch the tiny birds fall stiff like autumn leaves.


Detritus

We used to swim at fifteen feet

above braver bodies lying

soft and pale among the twisted

plasters and the bloated flies.

We swam over coins and earrings,

dissolving talcum powder, pulverised

rubber. We crowded round the divers’

entry points and watched the bubbles

popping on the surface where pointed fingers

broke the water. Silence metered out

by childish exhalations as we waited.

When we went back it was covered over,

the thin blue carpet scattered

with costume cupboard clothes

and kitchen equipment. The cracked white

diving blocks were stacked

in a far corner; the changing rooms still stank

of chlorinated sweat. We stood

on top of cardboard boxes

the colour of dry soil, and stamped

our feet until they echoed: a cluttered

floor, with nothing underneath it.

Each cubicle door swung open, frozen motion,

like the windows of an empty advent calendar.


Flora recently graduated from the University of East Anglia in Norwich with an undergraduate degree in American Literature and Creative Writing. She has been writing for many years and her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Streetcake, Cadaverine, Cake, and the Young and Restless anthology - she has also read her poetry live on national radio. Now living in London, she is juggling an internship, adventurous travelling planning and quality writing time. More of her scribblings can be found at www.thepassengerside.tumblr.com andwww.florabaker.com.