Translated by Aaron Crippen
despairing I wandered the night
in despair
Little Brother come with me
a thin man in white with glasses
extended a sisterly hand
and woke me from my loneliness and pain
he took me to the Happiness Hotel
took my shadow
shrunken on a white bedsheet
the lights tearing gray memories
lights snuffing gray memories
lie in my arms, Little Brother!
here are a hundred spring kisses, Baby!
praise me-Little Angel
abuse me-Daddy!
rape me-my man!
scourge me-Brother!
ride my nude body
treat me like a con
I rode his back hard
I was limp but no tears with despairing claws I
followed his incoherent commands-
broke his thick myopia glasses
knocked out his gold teeth
beat him black and blue-
while he whimpered for Daddy and Mommy
I helplessly followed his commands
like a madman sleepwalking
with hard fingers on a beer bottle
I fucked his hairy ass
as the clock struck zero
his anus tore . . . he wailed like a newborn child