I entered this city emeralds on my fingers your voice as my throating. A spire slips into the ocean & an orca mother carries dead infants: five days five days five days I hear. You’re much too young you lisp through me construction sight a browner bourbon a lusher performance velvet from 1965. At the club purple hews itself to you. Thus to me silver thread threading my hair your fingernails this corner by go go dancers slinking out an olive-water offering. I drive an I-5 overpass & you choke through me— what a scene: rainier cherry popping mountains dripping skylines. The needle threads vocal chords & you move through it: five moves four years one thousand days slipping me emeralds from the Puget’s salt hewing them the year 1989 on repeat. New Order roils in the sun-soaked streets. I wear your technique as rain’s latest deluge. You say Genet is my outlaw but I throat out in fine time wearing my own teeth as the emerald song: I ocean this city its salted voice silver-threaded you singing you’re much too young much too young.
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C. R. Grimmer (she/her/they/them) is an interdisciplinary poet, scholar, and lecturer at the UW in Seattle. They host of The Poetry Vlog, a queer and anti-racist coalition building YouTube channel and podcast supported by The Mellon Foundation and Jack Straw Artist Support Program. Their poetry appears or is forthcoming in journals such as POETRY and Fence. The Harlan Hahn Disability Studies Fellowship partially funded completion their current manuscript, The Lyme Letters, which has been a finalist with presses such as YesYes Books and Alice James Press. For more info or to connect, visit crgrimmer.com.