I.
I shaved it off
instead of using her cream,
little did she know.
I found the razor.
I liked the feel of it.
The almost-bleeding.
II.
It was the one thing I ever asked of my mother:
Can I shave? Can I shave yet?
Bleach my body’s follicles.
My arms had too much hair,
looked weird at the pool party:
my legs, soft, black matted.
The razor, sharp-edged tool
gently scraped oil from skin.
A baby duck can’t find its mother
if you touch it.
III.
I wished I was in Egypt,
where my cousins hid their faces.
Walk like an Egyptian, America taunts,
sing that Bangles’ song,
I stick my belly out when I dance,
higher than my hips.
I stick my mouth on your mouth,
tongue higher than my teeth.
America sings, even my father.
He wore star-spangled shirts,
cheered USA! USA!
He told friends to call him Johnny,
bleached Mohamed at its roots.