In Which I Try To Use My Mother, Several White Men, and Two Puerto Ricans to Try to Understand “Unincorporated Territory”
To name is to make known to point
is to point out , as my mother would say , ¡ punto,
period ! as Hector Lavoe-Wittgenstein would
say, everything has its end whereof one cannot speak though
Bad Bunny would counter with chambea / jala!
which is Marxist in its simplicity of use (value) :
What is chambered must be fired therefore
to name is to drop the hammer on the pin
blood (ancestry)
is a name and a bullet which means it chambers
fires
which is to say no territory is
passed between their outstretched hands
but one that kills as it is released and the lips fall
agape unblooded (as by
thought)
In Which I Try to Use Naming Conventions to Try to Understand “Unincorporated Territory”
Legio (camp) becomes León (city) becomes Juan Ponce
de León (rapist) becomes Ponce (city)
Colón (rapist) spits colonize (rape)
spites colony (body)
How the rapists name the bodies
and the bodies grow up
into territory
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King David (rapist) so close to God
he sinned so mightily so mightily he sinned
He mightily forgave and gave
the holy world
his name
Beloved of God
my name my father’s name
*
At school the kids would call my father Poncé.
My cousin calls me Junior.
His soldiers call him U.S. Army Staff Sergeant.
His father is Black.
Like many American men he carries (viral) the name of his enslaver.
*
What you survive survives you
*
The body a catalog
each line
lashed to the shores of Spain
as portolan
*
As my grandfather is catalogued
in an urn with the USMC logo as his father
dead by violence
in Santurce
where is he cataloged?
*
I misplaced, forgot, never knew.
I, his
namesake.
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David M. de León is a Puerto Rican from New Jersey who struggled with the carceral system, dead end jobs, and instant ramen for many years before ending up a PhD candidate at Yale. He is published in DIAGRAM, Acentos, Fence, Rattle, 2River, Strange Horizons, Anderbo, and others, and received scholarships from Tin House and the Fine Arts Work Center. He is an actor, playwright, screenwriter, and musician, and lives in Queens, New York. davidmdeleon.com