Children with Lamps Pouring out of Their Foreheads
Descend into the fact mine. We are here because
we failed fifth grade, we could not pass the bone unit,
we tried to pry up “greenstick fracture” and pried
“greenhouse fracture” up instead, it seemed logical
at the time, we saw panes of glass bursting out
of their frames because someone threw a stone,
and after class we told the teacher, “Children
were being children, and one of them threw
a stone,” and our arms hung strangely in our sleeves,
and she said, “Line up at the door, and lob yourselves
into the earth, and find what kind of stone it was,”
and now we are sentenced to mine-
not the stones themselves, but the color of their streaks,
what scratches them and what they scratch, industrial uses,
drillbit uses, music-extracting uses. We are mining where
they are typically found.
There is a gleam on each of them, like the small
yellow bird on the clean of a hippo tooth. As for us
we have no canaries, but a superscript hovers near
each head, th or nd or nth or st, they make our mere
numbers into Birthdates, our birthdates dart down
ahead of us and test whether we can live there,
and of course we can, and we make our way, bent
almost in half by huge ceiling crystals of what stunts human
growth. We practice room and pillar mining; we cut palaces
out exactly, each room we cut out is a study and the kinds
of columns hold them up, and the kinds of marble
make the columns, and the methods of polishing
make them shine. Then we move into the ore rooms,
one painted scratchoff silver with immutable numbers
underneath, one wavy with banded iron, like a spelling
workbook dropped in the bath; then into the rubify
room, where it means “make ruby red,” but a dash
is missing somewhere; then into the brilliant
cut room, where Fancy Deep Grayish Blue Facts are held out,
surrounded by glinting quote marks,
and the deeper we go the more we are the diamonds,
surrounded by sharp intakes of breath. Long years of breathing
the air down here have given us lung complaints: if sea stars are
all lung and tarantulas have four lungs, how can two be enough
for a Walking-Talking? Yet two is enough and two is a fact;
we cough and feel stabbing pains, we feel our own pickaxes
strike down inside us and pry up our chunks of pink
quartz, and we spit. We cannot be absent for the test-
the test is today, and the test is tomorrow. Flashcards
show all of their sides at once. Now when
a fracture jumps out of our frame, we know the right
word for it-a note is wrapped around the stone,
it says you belong to me now, it says stay where
you are, stay deep in the possessive pronoun.
It says I watch through your window, morning to noon
to night. The fact of our eyes is surrounded with squint,
we read the note over and over. The bone that we break
is the Radius, and points. And around it, arrayed in shine lines,
all the minutes of the day.
The Father of the Fictional Alphabet
Hovers over his invention, all spirals and lightbulbs and
whistles and bells, all knobs and dials and black balloons,
blinking panels and pinwheels, whirs and beeps and flying
signals, doors with smaller doors behind them, cuckoos
on juicy steel springs, mechanical catfish whiskers
trembling in currents of air, machine-made exhalations,
tuba polish for booming parts and trombone polish
for pumping parts. Mirror polish for mirror letters and
sunken brass for silent ones
and readout pours from every single slot.
The letters must be forged-the father of the fictional alphabet
wears protective glasses, and holds flat and round sounds
in the roaring fire and uses a seashell for flux, and then drops
each letter in a bowl of cool water, and they steam in the shape
of themselves, and the father of the fictional alphabet
rivets them to the machine: on all sides, in brass letters, it says;
and it belches black smoke and itself,
and white mice run in wheels inside it, a clearie marble
rolls down a track, and here is a slot for quarters where
you buy a chgnk chgnk sound. The letters have whirligigs
in them, the letters release hundreds of helicopters, the letters
have snakes that slip between stones, the letters grow parrot-
head flowers, and the letters are bodies settled with blackflies.
Why all the
nature metaphors-the needles here are slammed to green
as if the machine is a habitat, and the needles here are slammed
to red as if the machine is tooth and claw.
He had an assistant, a finger
quoter, who saw her best fingers fly off. It must be said she cried;
all her letters grew bulges at every end and these were called
their Teardrop Terminals. Her quotes turned black and came to life
and tiptoed through the works, flipped first/last letters everywhere
and not a single on/off
switch. The father misses her. The father is running on steam.
He takes off his glasses and breathes in the lenses and returns
the stems to his face. The machine breaks down and he gets it
humming. He is nearly a letter himself now, he hangs
a Teardrop Terminal off the sad end of his nose.
Ribbons of paper pour out and out,
covered with endless addition. The World Exposition
is tomorrow, and the father of the fictional alphabet
is ready to raise the curtain;
he lifts the last letter and locks it in place
with the last Universal Head Rivet, now look.