September’s Future Friday 9/27 – Grace Song

Introducing our very first Future Friday–a showcase of talent 18 and under.

 

Grace Q. Song is 16 years old and a Chinese-American writer from New York. A high school junior, she enjoys photography and indie music. She thinks you’re awesome.

 

DEAD FISH SYNDROME

They came at dawn—
blue fish, amber fish, silver fish.
After the tide slipped away, I walked
past overturned boats
to where the ocean buried them—
eight, nine, ten in acid seaweed.
The sea cannot carry all of its dead
forever. A body hurts to touch
my sister tells me, so we never touched.
Our hands returned to salt
& shipwrecked light stole eyes
devoured bones, tore scale after scale until
the gulls must have mistaken them
for broken white shells.
These days, I leave the piano covered.
I don’t know where I’ve hidden myself
in these minor keys. I don’t know why
this music box & everything I want to hold   cut
into my skin like those crimson-serrated gills.
I am so in love,        so lonely,
I could fill the ocean with this song.

 

 

SISTER, YOU CALL ME A BITCH

& the wilderness lures us
into its jaws.
But this story,
I devour the land
alive
& leave no bone
to the vultures.
Here are the knives I throw
into your thorn-
plum shoulder.
Here is the name
you brand on my cheek.
Its vowels fester
in my belly.
Look, sister: I break
my fingers for you. I crush
my ribs for you.
I wear these wounds
as a second skin
& bathe myself
in carnivore
darkness.

 

 

THE BOYS PLAY FRISBEE BAREFOOT

& grass clings to their toes
like dew to sunrise.

I can name this afternoon as a memory
in a brief, summer blink

& I must tell my sister to doubt
the world I’ve given her.

She says I am not sick
& I know she loves this lie—

counts her bones as sheep.
The boys wear sweat as rain

roam the olive hairs of the earth
as a fuzzy rug that curls

against the rough of their feet.
I hold my sister as a stranger—

unforgivable—
watch a white disk

cut a horizon
across the sky

as a swan
I know

is dead.